is this it?

Contractions.

More painful than normal. The kind you notice.

The kind that make me lay down.

(Don't book a ticket yet though mom.)

It's hard to tell if this is really "it" or not yet.

Part of me is ready. Part not.

Just sayin'.

I'm laying here waiting to see whether these get more intense or disappear....

To be continued.

PS-anyone have some peanut butter M&Ms? We're all out. :)